Bapak,masih ingatkah pada percakapan beberapa tahun lalu? Ketika putih abu-abu masih menjadi seragam kebesaranku ? tentang hal sakral bernama Pernikahan 

“Si Tengahku, menikahlah kamu nanti, ketika kamu telah bertemu seseorang yang tepat, dan hatimu menginginkannya , maka menikahlah “

“namun, jangan sekali kali kamu menikah, hanya karena teman sebayamu beramai menikah, karena menikah itu bukanlah sebuah Tren “

“…dan jangan takut kepada usia, krn menikah hanya 1 tujuannya yaitu Mencari pendamping Hidup selamanya “

Ah…Bapak, aku kangen , pada kebersamaan kita , pada waktu yg terbatas kita bercerita hal hal yg ketika itu cukup rumit bagiku ,,, T_T

Hari itu bapak, yg benar membuatku rindu kpdmu , tanpa sengaja aku mendengar sebuah lagu, yg tidak terlalu popular tapi berhasil membuat aku menangis saat kuputar lagunya berkali kali di ponselku              “Marry Your Daughter – Brian McKnight”

Terbayang olehku, pangeran berkudaku nanti akan memnyanyikan lagu ini dihadapanmu untuk meminta Si Tengah mu 

Marry Your Daughter lyrics - Brian Mcknight

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
About being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time.
See in this box is a ring for your oldest.
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Cause very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been here every step
Since the day that we met
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far
(So bring on the better or worse)
And 'til death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I'd say I do

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

Lagunya bagus sekali bapak, untaiannya indah sama indahnya mungkin ketika nanti aku benar mengalaminya. Memakai gaun yang anggun , berdandan yang  cantik , melakukan ijab qobul dengan pangeran berkudaku  ditemani bapak disampingku , di pagi yg diberkahi Allah SWT

Bapak, anakmu ini sedang menginginkannya, namun gejolak rasa takut itu bapak, masih berdentum hebat di jantungku, bagaimana untuk berani melakukannya? Bagaimana jika nanti aku gagal? Bagaimana jika aku tidak bisa menjadi wanita seutuhnya? Akankah bisa aku menjadi pendamping hidup seseorang selamanya? Aku takut sangat takut bila hanya menjadi Ratu Sehari, :(

Ah seandainya bapak ada disini menemaniku, membantu memberikan jawaban , mebuatku menjadi berani :(  karena aku sudah lellah menjadi putrimu yg selalu berusaha untuk baik baik saja. Aku lellah untuk selalu tampak bahagia :) aku ingin kembali menjadi anak anak saja 

Kepada bapak di Surga sana, maafkan aku yang tiba tiba rewel ini ya? Banyak rindu untukmu yg kan kusampaikan lewat Al Fatihahku. Baik-baik disana bapak, sampai bertemu di Jabal Qof , I love you dad, and I will always do . . . .

^_^ Aphrodite FV 
when i hear the song . . .